I came out to my straight childhood best friend

Background: My cousin and I had a fight after finding out that I was getting myself into a relationship with of her bestfriends (she has a crush on him). So I took off and ran to William’s place. We were very close up until I had to go college. We only talked and gamed together occasionally.William is a straight jock. I used to have a crush on him, but I guess I still do now. I didn’t tell him I was gay because that would have made things awkward for us. I just call him Will. He’s 5’10, just a little taller than me, he has brown eyes and a buzzcut.Story:I walked 2 miles to his house and knocked on his door. I left my house in tears and sobbed while sitting on his porch. When he opened the door to see who it was, he was confused to see me. He thought I was still halfway across the country. He invited me in and walked me to his room. I sobbed until he calmed me down saying that everything is going to be fine. We hugged and sat on the bed. I readied myself, came out and explained everything that has happened. He wasn’t surprised, saying that he knew because I looked at girls differently. He said said that he was glad that I trusted him to come out. He hugged me again and I cried on his shoulder. I said I really needed him in this moment and he reassured me.I held him tightly and kissed him on his lips. He pulled away instantly and looked me in the eye. I saw anger gradually turning into empathy. I leaned in to kiss him again. He didn’t pull away and we had a moment I thought I’d never experience.Will turned on me and I got hard. We were hugging so he felt it pressing against his abs. He looked down on the dent and up to me. I pushed him on the bed and grabbed his cock in response. It was semi-erect. I had never seen his cock before, curious, I pulled down his shorts and boxers. To my surprise, it was huge, 7-8’ huge. I was stunned.He took the opportunity to kick me in the nuts. I fell off the bed onto the ground and groaned in pain. I got scared and tried to stand up. He pulled up his shorts and got off the bed. We locked eyes and I saw pitty in his eyes. He held me up. I apologized and walked out of his room. I promised never to bother him ever again. He stood still for a moment before he chased after me and grabbed my wrist, stopping me from leaving. He sighed.“Jake, please tell me we’re still friends.” He asked, concerned. I didn’t respond. “I’m worried about you. Do you remember when I had a girlfriend? You became distant and avoided me. I don’t want you to be like that.”“Because I had a crush on you!” I screamed at him before toning it down. “I didn’t want to be angry at you for doing nothing wrong.” I added before I proceeded to hyperventilate. He carried me into his room and laid me down into his bed. I calmed down shortly after. He sighed again before resting his palm on my head. “I don’t want to ruin our friendship, Jake. Just this once, ok?”I didn’t understand what he meant. When I eventually did, his lips had touched mine. He took off our clothes and gently slid it in. For the first time in my life, I only felt genuine happiness and pleasure while having sex. He was gentle and kind, afraid that he would hurt me. He was an expert I suppose. He didn’t go deep in me, he just had to hit that spot once every single time he went in. Even when I came, I told him I wasn’t satisfied until he had put his DNA in me. He complied and got rough. He turned me over and thrusted it fast and deep. I was overwhelmed by the pleasure and squirted on his bed. The sheer size of his cock, the girth, it was amazing. My brain turned off the moment I came again and begged him not to stop. The sound and feeling of his pelvis slapping on my asscheeks turned me on even more. I felt his cock twitch inside me so I locked my legs onto his and used my fingers to pull him down. He collapsed onto me and came deep inside me. Will gave me a proper breeding. I was sandwiched and exhausted, I couldn’t move. He soon pulled out and laid next to me, trying to catch his breath. His cum was dripping out of my hole.“How was it?” I asked.“It was great, though, I haven’t done it in a long time.” He answered.“I think that was arguably one of the best sex I’ve ever had. I think should do this again some time in the future.” I responded“Whatever you say, boy kisser.” He teased me.We cleaned up and played video games together before making out and saying our goodbyes. I checked my phone before entering my house. It blew up with messeges. A text from William. Maybe I could read this later in my room. Five missed calls from mother. It’s fine, she’s just worried about me.One missed call from father. Shit.