I ate it and got hard [35]

So, one of my best friends moved in with me and I can’t even tell how all this actually happened but it’s definitely happening. We are two attractive single bros just enjoying being single and appreciating the woman who help out on our journey, if you know what I mean. Neither of us are struggling in the woman area and are both sexually active. That being said, Like any other straight male friendship, though, we were always making gay jokes or acting sus with each other—as we also do with our other friends. Eventually, after a few months of living together, we ended up jerking off together, which was fine. I was surprised, however, when he reached over and started jerking me off like it was perfectly normal for this to happen. After a few moments I returned the favor and we jerked each other off until we both shot huge loads. This has been going on sporadically for a few months now, but giving each other a hand is the furthest we’ve gone with each other…until today. We’ve gotten to the point where if we’re horny and a woman is not around, we just go to the other persons room and ask for a tug. We’re also able to hold a full boner, which was hit or miss for us both since we aren’t attracted to each but enjoy the physical act of it. And after one time we helped each other out, my friend ate his own load and disclosed that he’s eaten his own load several times in the past. Since then, it’s been on my mind. Initially, I thought it was gross and couldn’t process justifying doing something like that. Then, a few days ago, I tried to taste my own load and couldn’t bring myself to put the whole thing in my mouth; I wasn’t mentally able to do it. It was still on my mind though and I was curious. Well, today I let my curiosity win. My friend messaged me and said he needed a tug and a nap after work, so I let me know that I got him. After he got home and showered, he called me to his room and I jerked him off. Once he blew his load, we fist bumped and I left him to his nap. While his load was on my hand, I was reminded that he would eat his loads for easy clean up, as he put it. After a moment to think, I went for it and ate his load off of my hand. I was surprised that I didn’t react like I did when I tried to taste my own, and I was more surprised that I got an erection after doing it. Unless I’m tugging too, I never get an erection when jerking him off—and vice versa. But, after I ate his load off my hand, my whole body started feeling stimulated and aroused, and I got semi-hard. He doesn’t know I ate his load and I won’t be telling him either, but nevertheless, I think I want to do it again. Still not attracted to him romantically or anything, but the idea of doing something that’s secret and considered taboo kinda makes me horny. It’s like the time I fucked my ex girlfriend in the bay window of our apartment all the while knowing that people were watching us. Never thought I’d have a jerk bro, but here we are. I’m not thinking this means anything either, I’m just taking moments as they come and allowing myself to experiment before we both get into a new relationship.