I 38M just came to my neighbours son

I'm 38 male, happily married but have developed somewhat of an obsession with cock.Jason is my neighbors son in his early twenties. He's ripped and pretty handsome. I'm sure he has no problems with the ladies. What got me so aroused lately is that he likes to work in his dad's backyard top less with just a pair of grey sweatpants on which leaves absolutely nothing to the imagination. Maybe he wants my wife or myself to see it who knows.Lately though that image of this muscular stud with a beautiful thick and hard cock hasn't left my mind. I've been fantasizing about dropping to my knees in front of him and servicing this beautiful man. Bending over for him and offering him my body for his pleasure. One day I saw him shower through his bathroom window which is adjacent to our bedroom. Again my mind went to his cock buried down my throat. I immediately got hard took all my clothes off and started masturbating on our marriage bed. I almost came immediately all over myself. I haven't cum this hard.Now I'm laying here hard again wanting more. Wanting him.