First time with a guy and I end up getting fucked

Last year I (27m at the time) met with a guy for the first time and it ended with his cock in my ass. I’m a British white guy with a smooth bubble butt and this happened in England, for context, and I’m bicurious.One of those nights where you’re drunk and horny is a dangerous mix when you’ve been curious for a while. I had sexted with a lot of guys but never went through with it until I forced myself to try it. I don’t want to bore you with the details of the chat so I’ll get right to it:We started talking on Grindr, he had a free house and told me to come over, where he said he’d be waiting naked and I was to drop to my knees straight away. So that’s exactly what I did, it was like midnight and was dark in his place but I could see his 8” thick cock hard and ready so I got on my knees and without giving myself time to think put it in my mouth. I have to say this is probably the part I enjoyed the most; the salty fleshy taste of another man’s cock sliding in and out of my lips was so fucking hot and this is something I definitely want to do more! I’d love to swallow a guys cum sometime. He face fucked me a bit, I gaged and pulled away took a breath and started sucking again, then he fucked my mouth more and I tried to pull away except he put his hand round the back of my head and forced me back down on his cock “uh uh you’re not going anywhere, you’re doing great keep going and take my cock in your throat” saying this in his commanding voice made me so horny and somehow this relaxed my throat I guess because even though I was gagging a lot, with tears running down my mouth face a bit I was able to take him deeper: “there you go, you’re a little cock slut now”I loved the way he was talking to me, I don’t think I’d ever been hornier than right at this moment! “Follow me” he commanded as he lead me upstairs to his bedroom and ordered me to strip. I did as I was told. “Lay on the bed with your head over the edge” fuck I knew what was coming and was extremely nervous, but I was so horny and with my new relaxed throat I thought fuck it I’ll give it a go. He mounted my head and positioned his cock against my lips and told me to open wide, he slid his dick in my mouth and started slowly fucking deeper and deeper and quicker and quicker until I couldn’t take it anymore and pulled away gagging hard. “Good boy, you’re doing so well, take a breath I’m not done with that mouth yet” He fucked my mouth like this a few times, I could taste quite a bit of precum, I was loving it. He sucked my cock as well so we ended up 69ing which was super hot. “Flip over I want to eat that smooth ass before I fuck it” I didn’t need telling twice I turned over face down ass up and spread my cheeks, he dived straight in sticking his tongue in my asshole making me moan and somehow even hornier! I was totally lost in the moment I loved having my ass eaten, he kept saying how delicious it was and how nice it tasted. His tongue tickled my hole and made me leak precum all over his mattress. I turned my head round and tried to watch him devour my ass a few times. He pulled away slapped my cheeks and asked “are you ready to get fucked?” “Fuck yes” I replied.He walked around to his bed side table and pulled some lube out, I stayed laying down so could only hear as he squirted some lube, presumably, on his dick and then felt him squirt some on my asshole as he worked it in with his finger. Then he mounted my legs and I felt the tip of his big cock pressed against my hole as he started to push in. My hole gave him quite a bit of resistance and I remember trying hard to relax, “that it’s relax, breathe let me push this dick all the way in you” he went real slow and gentle at this point and it was a really strange feeling but again I found it really hot. After a minute or two, I had the sensation of feeling really, well, full is the only way to put it. And a second later felt his hips rest against my ass cheeks. “I’m balls deep inside your ass, slut, how does it feel?” “So fucking good, it’s really intense though”“Mmm it’s gonna be a lot more intense in a minute” He said as his hips started to buck and his cock slid slowly in and out of my hole“Fuck you are so tight! I’m not gonna last long inside you” All I could do at this point was grit my teeth and take it and moan. It was such an intense feeling. He picked up the pace and before I know it i could hear and feel his hips slapping against my cheeks. He told me what a good slut I was for taking his big cock inside me like this, I could barely speak at this point so just moaned in agreement. While fucking me like this he was like propped up on his elbows for a few mins until he dropped down laid on me and whispered in my ear “I’m so close, can I cum in your ass?” I was still so horny so just replied with “fuck yes cum inside me!” (In hindsight probably quite silly - thankfully tested a month later and all clean) “Fuck yes I’m gonna cum, gonna cum so hard inside you and make this ass mine!” As he stopped thrusting as hard and quick and started grunting, I could feel his cock pulsing inside my hole but couldn’t feel the cum shooting as id hoped but still super hot. He lay there for a minute before pulling out of my now gaping, wet and deflowered asshole. I felt nothing leak out, he came very deep.“That was so fucking good you did so well! Do you want me to suck you off so you can cum?” “No thanks, I’m just happy being used” I replied, which is partly true I also didn’t want post nut clarity at this stage haha. I got dressed and walked home, about halfway back I felt his load leaking out… that got me horny again and when I got home I had a wank and then post nut clarity hit I deleted Grindr and all the pics I’d taken of my ass and felt bad about it. But not, to this day, I still wank about the feeling of his cock sliding in and out of both my mouth and ass. Maybe I’ll do it again. Hope you enjoyed (: